Morning Coffee

never give up

2012-01-24T22:19:00.003+07:00

"You must be mad/angry to yourself to make that change in your life to start happening - and that is either you work harder/smarter, you put more efforts to the expectation and be patient while pushing for the result to appear.."

dapet dari sini

through the fire

2012-01-17T20:17:00.001+07:00

been listening to David Foster CDs performance...
I've only listen to selected songs, like Bryan McKnight's After The Love has gone. this song was sung by Earth Wind and Fire...just really like how he sang it...
then Look What You've Done to Me by Boz Scaggs..awesome...

but my favourite song for today..would be..Through The Fire

2012-01-17T20:16:00.000+07:00

SONO IIIYYYYHHHH....

KANGEN IIIYYHHHHH

RINDDDDUUUUU

MISSING YOU....

officially missing you..hiks...

it would be easy

2012-01-17T18:55:00.000+07:00

it would be easy....

to give up.....

but no...

and yet, I'm thinking of a plan B :|

2011-12-21T22:28:00.000+07:00

"No one wants to admit we're addicted to music. That's just not possible. No one's addicted to music and television and radio. We just need more of it, more channels, a larger screen, more volume. We can't bear to be without it, but no, nobody's addicted. We could turn it off anytime we wanted."

—	Lullaby, Chuck Palahniuk

2011-12-21T22:23:00.000+07:00

"When you have come to the edge of all the light you have, and step into the darkness of the unknown, believe that one of the two will happen to you: either you'll find something solid to stand on, or you'll be taught how to fly."

—	Richard Bach

do not give up

2011-12-20T23:30:00.000+07:00

You may be disappointed if you fail, but you are doomed if you don't try.

- Beverly Sills -

I copied the quote to my FB status...
Just received confirmation on my application status...was unsuccessful..

Keep sending more application ...

One thing I realized tonight was, better to receive unpleasant news when you are among your friends or your loved ones...you will receive the support you need.

SEMANGKA

birthday reflection

2011-12-13T23:15:00.004+07:00

Berhubung ulang tahunnya pas Desember, jadi biasanya sekalian mereview dan membuat resolusi untuk tahun berikutnya...... walaupun biasanya pada akhir tahun tetep aja lupa resolusinya tercapai atau nggak...

Anyhoo....

di keluarga gw, ulang tahun memang bukan hal yang harus selalu dirayakan, pas bisa dirayain yo jadi makan-makan...klopun nggak, ya nggak papa...biasa aja....

Nah, tahun ini...2011...

gw merasa semakin biasa saja menghadapi ulang tahun, unlike previous years..not as excited as I want, but still I'm having a blast.

Alhamdulillah untuk semua anugerah yang gw terima tahun ini....

*tadinya mau meracau, tapi keburu males hihihi*

irma? ima? imong?

2011-12-12T10:54:00.000+07:00

beberapa nama panggilan diatas memang ditujukan untuk ku...

pilihan panggilan menjadi penentu di bagian mana si pemanggil berada dalam lingkaran pertemanan/pergaulan...

misal.....

Irma...

orang-orang yang memanggil dengan nama ini, biasanya adalah kolega atau teman yang bertemu selewat lalu, alias ga deket-deket amat. Very formal, apalagi yang memanggil dengan awalan " Ir "

Ima.....

ini biasanya teman-teman yang sudah kenal lama....ya tentu saja, karena dulu, kebiasaan ku adalah memperkenalkan diri dengan irma/ima...dan biasanya di Sunda itu ada kebiasaan mengganti kata ganti orang dengan nama sendiri, misalnya " ow kalau ima siy jarang ke pasar" dibandingkan dengan " ow kalau gw siy jarang ke pasar"

tampak kan perbedaannya? makanya klo sampe sekarang masih ada yang manggil ky gt, pastinya teman lama :D

Imong....

Klo ini siy mulai meluas gara2 dulu di Lensa - PKBI, ada nama kembaran, jd gw mesti pke nama panggilan lain, dan yg terpikir adalah imong :D, teman-teman PKBI jogja dan Bandung yang biasanya manggil ini...oya dan mantan gw juga hehehhe yah lingkaran jogja deh pokoknya..

Kenapa gw nulis ini? karena tiba-tiba teringat, pas ada teman SMA yg sms gw dengan memanggil Ima berasa personalized sms banget hahahahaha

lupa sudah pernah posting soal ini atau belum. Klo sudah ya itung-itung nge-refresh hihihihi

2011-12-11T23:06:00.000+07:00

D'UH....I've asked myself the same question... #PLAK

winter song

2011-12-08T00:03:00.000+07:00

2011-12-07T01:25:00.001+07:00

It's a little bit horrifying just how quickly everything can fall to crap. Sometimes it takes a huge lose to remind you of who you care about the most. Sometimes you find yourself becoming stronger as a result; wiser, better equipped to deal with the next disaster that comes along. Sometimes, but not always

2011-12-06T01:20:00.000+07:00

Can you weather the storm?

When the ground gives way and your world collapses, maybe you just need to have faith. And trust that you can survive this together.

Maybe you just need to hold on tight.

And no matter what,

don't let go.

Happiness

2011-12-01T02:20:00.000+07:00

What you gonna do?
What you gonna do with people like that?
What you gonna say
What you gonna say that will make them change their minds

remember?

2011-11-29T23:25:00.001+07:00

you remembered about my meal pattern, this is what I remember about you

tante's wedding

2011-11-14T00:06:00.001+07:00

I put a notification on my google calendar...and it popped out just now...

I'm sorry that I cannot be there in one of your important days of your life

I love you

*mbrebesmili*

Sang Penari

2011-11-13T01:36:00.002+07:00

Ini nih film indonesia terkeren tahun ini. Meskipun, personally, gw ga terlalu suka akting si Srinthil...tapi Oka Antara keren, gw ga baca novelnya siy, jadi pas nonton bareng temen gw, gw dikasi clue dikit-dikit :D
Oya, dikasi sedikit fakta sejarah yang jarang-jarang ada di film indonesia...

Fakta sejarah lainnya adalah, ini pertama kalinya gw nonton sama pentong hehe

closure

2011-11-10T23:03:00.000+07:00

You do what you have to do to give people closure; it makes them feel better and it doesn't cost you much to do it. I'd rather apologize for something I didn't really care about and leave someone on Earth wishing me well.

John Scalzi, Old Man's War, 2005

if

2011-10-25T15:51:00.001+07:00

If I had it to do over, I'd stick a sock in my mouth. But now that the cat's out of the bag, make the best of it. First off, grin.

2011-10-21T09:36:00.001+07:00

. . . pernahkah bertafakur diri di tepian sungai-besar...
menatap permukaan airnya ; memandangi bayangan bulatan purnama ;
terang rembulan di permukaan air sungai yg tiada pernah berhenti mengalir...;

dan, kekasih redakan resahnya...
dengan mendentingkan dawai-dawai gitar ;
ketulusannya bersandung untukku seorang yang di sayanginya...

ia yg teristimewa ; kekasihku...
terang rembulan di permukaan air sungai yg mengalir...;

posted in T'Ah Forum by Ahmad Qodar

*semoga ia tidak berkeberatan diposting disini*

2011-10-17T17:33:00.000+07:00

Someone close is talking the talk -- but are they willing to walk the walk? It's hard to say, but may find that the energy is right for telling the difference and showing them how it's done.

make a wish

2011-10-09T23:17:00.001+07:00

-- but be sure it's what you really want and what you're really ready for, because it will almost certainly come true.

Morning Coffee

2011-09-29T23:35:00.000+07:00

Morning Coffee

2011-09-29T23:31:00.001+07:00

copied from here

#wordoftheday

2011-09-28T15:10:00.001+07:00

- too many cooks spoil the soup -

edit

2011-09-27T12:48:00.001+07:00

Me: "Can you reduce the words in this slide, please?"

X : " Why don't you use a smaller font?"

Me : "................."

duh

2011-09-23T16:40:00.001+07:00

sudah lebih dari dua tahun gw langganan layanan internet ini dirumah. tahun pertama gw beneran puas banget deh sama layanannya yang super duper cepat....istilahnya 'ada harga ada barang' beneran terbukti....

but then....

berkurang deh kepuasan nya....

dimulai dari telepon dan e-mail tentang penagihan fee layanan, mereka menyebutkan klo gw masih menunggak pembayaran, padahal gw selalu rajin membayar, gw bayar bahkan sebelum tagihannya dateng kerumah, mereka sebenernya menggunakan kode transfer, jadi gw pikir klopun gw ga konfirm juga toh kan ada kode itu. waktu gw bilang gw dah bayar tanggal segini, jam segini akhirnya mereka ngecek sendiri dan konfirm pembayaran gw....

dan kejadian kaya gini terjadi beberapa kali :(

baru bulan kemaren gw tau klo mereka ganti rekening pembayaran. yang awalnya melalui mandiri, berubah menjadi bca. itupun karena gw inget lagi mau bayar lewat internet bankingnya si teteh....

Kenapa ga ngasi tau ke customer yah klo ada perubahan rekening??? pantesan aja sini udah ngamuk-ngamuk klo ditagih, padahal udah bayar tepat waktu.

dan beberapa bulan terakhir gw ngerasa klo kecepatannya kok makin lambat yah. waktu gw tanya ke teknisinya mereka blg, cba dimatiin dulu modem nya, coba di cek komputernya ada virus ato ga bla bla bla....

some cases emang bener apa yang mereka....but some, ga juga....

puncak kekesalan gw adalah waktu habis lebaran, selama 5 hari, ga ada koneksi sama sekali... BLAH...

gw blg sama mereka, tolong saya dikabari saja update terbaru nya, which is not happened.

Setiap gw telepon mereka blg, belum, masih ada gangguan di telkom nya, bla bla bla dan itupun gw yg telepon. All they did was sending text message at the 2nd day and then nothing. Padahal gw blg, tolong saya di update saja, jadi saya tau klo memang ada usaha dari pihak anda.

Akhirnya gw memutuskan....harga yg gw bayar udah ga sebanding lagi dengan benefit yg gw terima. jadi mggu lalu gw kirim e-mail klo gw mau berhenti berlangganan. mereka tanya kenapa? gw jawab nyari yang lebih murah.

mereka kirim form yang mesti gw isi dan udah gw kirim balik. gw minta pemutusan koneksinya pada tanggal 2 okt, sesuai dengan periode tagihan.

Tak dinyana....makin kucluk aja ternyata koneksinya :((

#JLEB #PLAK

2011-09-19T15:49:00.001+07:00

- "To give anything less than your best is to sacrifice the gift." -

Steve Prefontaine

2011-09-15T09:51:00.001+07:00

- "Silence is only frightening to people who are compulsively verbalizing." -

William S. Burroughs

2011-09-14T15:22:00.001+07:00

R "Let the beauty of what you love be what you do"

-Rumi-

2011-09-13T14:53:00.001+07:00

" hanging on is easy, when you've got a friend to call, when nothings making sense at all ...You're not the only one that's afraid of change

heaven on earth

2011-09-08T02:37:00.000+07:00

mamprang

2011-08-13T17:43:00.002+07:00

salute!

2011-08-13T01:20:00.001+07:00

Inon

2011-08-09T03:09:00.003+07:00

belum tidur, baru saja menyelesaikan annual report, dan kudengar ibuku terbangun.

Beliau bilang, mimpi inon,

kami jadi teringat, tak terasa 4 tahun berlalu...

semoga kau semakin tenang disisiNya

Al-Fatihah buatmu

I miss you #np

2011-07-12T11:34:00.000+07:00

It don't matter who you are
It's so super, I feel it
But it's everything no matter who you love
It is so super, I feel it
But it's everything

I miss you, like everyday
Wanna be with you, but you're away
I said I miss you, missing you insane
But if I got with you, could it feel the same

2011-07-08T16:34:00.000+07:00

source via beingindonesian

2011-07-06T12:48:00.001+07:00

All I need is patience, focus and self-confidence

BLAH!!

2011-07-06T03:18:00.002+07:00

This is what happen if you procrastinate

new gadget

2011-06-06T03:22:00.001+07:00

nungguin selesai thesis, tapi ga kelar - kelar *getokkepala* akhirnya gw ganti hp juga....

gw suka, selain karena android, it is also big, have to adjust with the touch-screen keypad, but so far I like it, especially I can install lots of apps

apa? mirip iphone? emang....LOL

2011-05-30T14:46:00.001+07:00

have u ever feel that u just want to slap one's face because one's comment on your sadness?

My recipe for success:

2011-05-25T15:53:00.000+07:00

First, a dash of just being nice, no matter how much I'd prefer to fire my verbal spear at someone's jugular.
Next, a pinch of remembering the day (the only day) that I, too, was possibly this annoying

and

Third, a hearty dollop of self-control.

stigma

2011-04-26T16:37:00.000+07:00

Just perform stigma to a person. Not proud at all :-(

2011-04-25T10:01:00.001+07:00

Menerima e-mail ini di yahoo mail gw.....

Dear irma anintya,
Thank you for being a Yahoo! Mail user for the past 13 year(s). We look forward to bringing you an even faster, safer, easier-to-use Yahoo! Mail very soon.

wedew.... this marked how long I've been as an internet user....woooohhooooo *eh should I be proud? hehehe*

2011-04-04T12:39:00.001+07:00

my mind resembles a big block of Swiss cheese today -- it's full of holes!

crazylittlethingcalledlove

2011-02-27T22:27:00.005+07:00

was planning to watch this movie last week with lora n inne, however, got cancelled cause i think that not everyone was in the mood for watching a movie..

then...last Thursday my sister asked me to go to watch a movie and directly I said...let's watch a Thai movie...

since BTS (Bangkok Traffic Love Story), I always search for romantic Thai movies. I missed Hello Stranger, bought the DVD but its not the same...so this time I determined to watch in a movie theater. *walopun tanggal tua, hiks*

its a teenage movie, however, read the reviews, it's a recommended movie...

and I LIKE IT...

totally funny, romantic, hillarious...

plus additional sound effect from the girls who sat behind my row...LOL....

it's a kind of movie that makes you remember your crush in highschool hehehehehe....

oya, the movie is playing in blitzmegaplex

2011-02-26T22:48:00.001+07:00

Caffeine is my shepherd; I shall not doze.
It maketh me to wake in green pastures:
It leadeth me beyond the sleeping masses.
It restoreth my buzz:
It leadeth me in the paths of consciousness for its name's sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of addiction,
I will fear no Equal™:
For thou art with me; thy cream and thy sugar they comfort me.
Thou preparest a carafe before me in the presence of The Starbucks:
Thou anointest my day with pep; my mug runneth over.
Surely richness and taste shall follow me all the days of my life:
And I will dwell in the House of Mochas forever.

~Author Unknown

2011-02-24T17:17:00.001+07:00

The power to bring me out of solitude - or to push me back into it - had never belonged to another person. It was mine and only mine.

Martha Beck, O Magazine, February 2003

enlightenment

2011-02-19T23:17:00.002+07:00

Wu

wu liang xin sheng fu bao wu ji xian

wu ji xian sheng xi xi ai xiang lian

wei he jun shi er bu jian gui ju ding fang yuan

wu xing wu jue wu kong xin gan qing yuan

fang xia dian dao meng xiang fang xia yun yan

fang xia kong yu se fang xia xuan nian

duo yi wu que tian le tai duo wei xian

shao yi wu tan chen chi hui shao yi dian

ruo shi yuan zai ku wei ye shi tian

ruo wu yuan cang ai zai xin tian

chen shi ou duan hai si lian hui shou yi shun jian

zhong ke shan yin pei ni zou hao mei yi tian

wei you xin wu gua ai cheng jiu da yuan

wei you xin wu gu miao bu ke yan

suan tian suan di suan jin liao cong qian

suan bu chu sheng si hui zai na yi tian

wu sheng hen dian hua xu kong de yan

wu sheng yuan huan xi bu yao yuan

chan rao yu wang de si nian shan e yi shun jian

xin huai can hui pei ni zou hao mei yi tian

zai lao de huang yan que tao bu guo tian yan

ming ri zhi qian xin liu li geng yuan

fu yun sha na jian zhang yan ren xin jian li jian

ji ku lian lian bu duan de chu xian

wu liang xin sheng fu bao wu ji xian

wu ji xian sheng xi xi ai xiang lian

fan ren que shi er bu jian gui ju ding fang yuan

wu xing wu jue wu kong xin gan qing yuan

jian jian dan dan pei ni zou hao mei yi tian

English Translation:

Enlightenment

An unconditional heart brings great blessings with no boundary

Without boundaries, our fragile lives are all connected through love

Why do you turn a blind eye and let yourselves be restricted by the status quo?

Willingly, I finally come to my senses to realize my character and my emptiness

Let go of your inverted dreams, let go of the things which will one day fade away

Let go of your leisure, desire, pleasure, and let go of suspense

With one more thing in hand, more danger will follow

With less things, greed will lessen as well

If this is fate, no matter how bitter life can be you are always contented

Yet if it isn’t, just bury this love in your heart

In this live of ours, everything’s interconnected, and it takes only a split second to look back

Let me plant a seed of good will and walk down this road of life together with you

Only someone whose heart is not bounded can accomplish great things

Only someone whose heart does not have a story is indigenous above all

I’ve considered heaven and earth, and I’ve considered everything from my past

Yet I still cannot make out the days of life and death

Do not hate your eyes which deceive you

Do not resent, for happiness is not far away

As thoughts are built around your desires, it only takes a split second to decide between good and evil

With a heart of repentance, let me walk down this road of life together with you

No matter how firm your lies may be, they cannot escape the eyes of God

Before dawn, your heart is being dragged further away

As the clouds are able to blind our eyes in an instant, so do human hearts change

Bitterness have been accumulated since long before, and is bound to keep coming

An unconditional heart brings great blessings with no boundary

Without boundaries, our fragile lives are all connected through love

Yet human beings turn a blind eye and let themselves be restricted by the status quo

Willingly, I finally come to my senses to realize my character and my emptiness

In pure simplicity, let me walk down this road of life together with you

Source: http://kikkimayo.typepad.com/blog/2011/01/lyric-translation-%E6%82%9Fwu%E5%88%98%E5%BE%B7%E5%8D%8E-andy-lau.html via http://ibelongtojesus22.wordpress.com/2011/02/07/andy-lau-wu-ost-shaolin/

future

2011-02-16T14:15:00.003+07:00

future
hmmm…suatu subjek yang memang jarang banget gw pikirkan mendalam…..tapi waktu ully posting tulisan mengenai ini di blog-nya…hmm the thought came accross my mind..what i would be like in the next 7, 15 and 25 years from now…

Ini niy…

7 tahun ??

gw sedang ada di perpustakaan sebuah universitas di Inggris, having my doctoral degree on public health, nungguin hubby gw selese kelas-nya dia on political science….karena rencananya malem ini kita mau makan malam dirumah, dia yg masak tentunya, secara malam itu adalah malam kita bisa agak sedikit bebas dari segala rutinitas belajar dan kerja rutin kita berdua yang lumayan menguras pikiran n tenaga…altough I always adored looking at him studying with that glasses hanging on his nose starred at piles of books and taking important notes…my best time ever..

after dinner..hmmmm…

thats our holiday, selain nengokin ully and cristi di bucharest and others di kota-kota lainnya di seputaran europe..yang deket2 aja lah..

15 tahun??

working in Africa…menepati janji gw ke kasep untuk bekerja bersama lagi…..hehe….with frequent travel to europe coz my husband work as a lecturer in the university where we take our degree..and visiting lecturer in other universities…

25 tahun??

kembali ke bandung, where we spent our times doing volunteer work in local NGO’s in indonesia, making money as Advisor on HIV issues and local governance for INGO who desperately seek our advice on the work they are doing in the Asia Pacific.

had enough living abroad for years…we just want to stay where our families are…

well….that’s it…now u know what i had in mind for my future…not that much…hehe…dont take it seriously…

tulisan diatas pernah gw publish di salah satu blog lama gw.... dipublish Juni 2007...

doesnt matter with the year to accomplish...but let's pursue the things that has written above or...agak belok dikit juga ga papa dehhhh... :D

2011-02-16T13:48:00.000+07:00

Wouldn't it be nice to climb that mountain, cross that bridge and see the sun set from a pyramid with a permanent travel partner?

*sigh*

2011-02-14T22:02:00.001+07:00

gw br tidur habis subuh...well, mostly karena keasyikan nge-donlot bahan...seru ternyata..tinggal baca dan menulis *hammer*

dan bangun-bangun, karena mimpi buruk :(.... *knock on wood*

get dressed to work..di jalan dapet sms yg lumayan bikin bete.....dunno, lately klo gw merasa gw marah, gw merasa harus asertif..dan ketika mencoba mencari cara untuk menyampaikan ke-asertifan gw...akhirnya hanya dapet cara buat menyelesaikan kerjaannya.. :(

gemesssss......

dan kemudian.... seharian ini gw merasa sedih dan merasa betrayed...mudah-mudahan siy asumsi gw salah yah.

gw sudah mencoba melindungi dia dan membantu semaksimal gw....dan kalau asumsi gw ini benar.

then I have to stop...

*really wish that I'm wrong*

2011-02-08T18:05:00.001+07:00

Hi Imong! Here is your Daily Single's Horoscope for Tuesday, February 8

You're feeling tension between your work life and your love life. Too many late nights with paperwork and clients could mean not nearly enough time for play. You need to strike a serious balance between the two.

dem.....kumaha carana?? heuheuheuheue....unless you're in love with your work...than its a balance #rasionalisasi

oh well....

2011-01-15T23:01:00.000+07:00

been on the verge of breaking down these last couple of days....

then I read this:

Dear Sagittarius, If you thought you had it all panned out dead square then guess what? You are in for some surprises. It's not that you are a late bloomer or anything it's just that you like to skim things off the top instead of going in deeper sometimes. You are big on trust though, and you will be pleased with what they offer. Come on, you love a challenge!

Ingatan Tentang Kalian

2011-01-11T12:12:00.001+07:00

Dalam ranah yang mereka sebut keabadian
Aku bersemayam bersama ingatan tentang kalian
Kudekap dan kuucap namamu satu demi satu
Sebelum lautan cahaya melarutkan kita dan waktu
Walau tiada aksara di sana
Walau tiada wujud yang serupa
Tanpa pernah tertukar aku menemukanmu semua
Sebagaimana engkau semua menemukanku
Empat, lima, dan enam
Berapapun banyaknya kita tersempal
Perlahan lebur menjadi tunggal
Dua, satu, dan kosong
Bersama kita lenyap menjadi tiada

Dalam ranah yang mereka sebut kehidupan,
Aku dan kalian menangis dan meregang di antara ruang
Aku dan kalian tersesat dalam belantara nama dan rupa
Masihkah kau mengenali aku?
Masihkah aku mengenalimu?
Jiwa kita tertawa dan berkata:
Berjuta kelahiran dan kematian telah kita dayakan,
Berjuta kata dan sabda telah kita ucapkan,
Berjuta wadah dan kaidah telah kita mainkan,
Hanya untuk tahu tiada kasih selain cinta
Dan tiada jalinan selain persahabatan
Meski tak terkira banyaknya nama dicipta
Meski tak terhingga rasa menjadi pembeda
Aku akan menemukanmu semua, sebagaimana engkau semua menemukanku
Sahabat, jika kita berpecah raga
Satu, jika kita memadu raga
Tiada, jika hanya jiwa

Inilah kenangan yang kucuri simpan
Saat kubersemayam dalam ranah yang mereka sebut keabadian

Inilah kenangan yang kusisipkan di sela-sela mentari dan bulan
Yang kelak mereka bisikkan saat kucari kalian
Dalam belantara yang dinamai kehidupan

Ingatan pertama dan terakhir
Yang mengikuti saat aku terlahir
Yang bersembunyi hingga kalian semua hadir
Yang menemani saat udara usai mengalir

Cinta dan sahabat
Sahabat dan cinta
Itulah jiwa yang terpecah dengan sederhana

Sisanya fana

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by Dee Lestari

Hari Ibu

2010-12-22T12:52:00.000+07:00

Hari ini hari Ibu, memang berbeda hari dengan Mother's day di belahan dunia lain...tapi tak mengapa....

Kebiasaan di keluarga gw, tidak terlalu membesar-besarkan ulang tahun apalagi hari - hari seperti hari ibu ini....

akan tetapi, tahun ini, entah mengapa ... gw tergerak untuk mengatakan sesuatu berkenaan dengan hari ibu ini....

gw mengingat, sejak kecil, kebiasaan cium tangan setiap pergi kemanapun sudah diwajibkan oleh orang tua gw, dan juga kepada yang lebih tua atau yang ditua-kan di keluarga, baik itu keluarga bapak atau ibu. Ada lagi satu kebiasaan yang akhir - akhir ini mulai muncul.... mencium pipi kiri dan kanan....dulu hanya seperti menempelkan pipi kiri dan kanan saja, tapi beberapa waktu terakhir, gw biasakan untuk beneran mencium, bukan hanya menempelkan pipi. dan ternyata kebiasaan ini juga jadi disadari oleh nyokap, gw ngerasa klo beliau nyadar adalah ketika gw pulang dari Medan kemarin, begitu nyampe ternyata beliau lagi ke Tasik karena ada yang sakit lalu gw mesti ketemu sama temen kantor untuk menyelesaikan satu pekerjaan yang deadlinenya hari itu, pulang kerumah sekitar jam 11 malam, beliau udah pulang dari Tasik dan pas ketemu,gw cium tangan seperti biasa dan kemudian nyokap gw menyodorkan pipinya.....huhuyyyyy...semua cape hilang.....

I like it.....I LOVE IT

ofkors I definitely kiss her cheeks, she is one of my best and favourite women on earth.

Simple things, but memorable....

Ketika dalam perjalanan ke kantor hari ini, di angkot gw membaca timeline di twitter, hampir kebanyakan tweets seputar Hari Ibu... dan yang ada dalam pikiran gw adalah...selain nyokap gw... ada nyokap - nyokap sahabat - sahabat gw selama ini.....

Gw pikir, hari ibu ini juga untuk ibu sahabat-sahabat gw. Ibu - ibu yang telah berjasa melahirkan orang - orang yang menyenangkan, hebat yang menjadi sahabat gw... yang telah menemani perjalanan hidup gw selama ini.... I cant thank them enough....

aw, jadi mellow... hiks.....

anyway.. happy mothers day...

right place at the right time

2010-11-07T15:47:00.000+07:00

The great moments of your life won't necessarily be the things you do. They'll also be the things that happen to you. Now, I'm not saying you can't take action to affect the outcome of your life. You have to take action. And you will! But never forget, that on any day, you could step out the front door, and your whole life could change forever. You see the Universe has a plan kids; and that plan is always in motion. A butterfly flaps its wings, and it starts to rain. It's a scary thought, but it's also kind of wonderful. All these little parts of the machine constantly working... Making sure that you end up exactly where you're supposed to be.. exactly when you're supposed to be there. The right place. At the right time.

-How I Met Your Mother-

welcoming november

2010-11-01T02:26:00.001+07:00

and embracing the beginning of my sleepless nights.....

to reach that degree and have a good holiday in return....

amiinn....

what is a name?

2010-10-24T19:56:00.001+07:00

was told by gnit to check out this site

and below are the results from mine:

There are 16 letters in your name.

Those 16 letters total to 65
There are 7 vowels and 9 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:

Latin	Female	Noble.
German	Female	Universal, from the Old German 'irmin'. War goddess.

Your number is: 11

The characteristics of #11 are: High spiritual plane, intuitive, illumination, idealist, a dreamer.

The expression or destiny for #11:
Your Expression number is 11. The number 11 is the first of the master numbers. It is associated with idealistic concepts and rather spiritual issues. Accordingly, it is a number with potentials that are somewhat more difficult to live up to. You have the capacity to be inspirational, and the ability to lead merely by your own example. An inborn inner strength and awareness can make you an excellent teacher, social worker, philosopher, or advisor. No matter what area of work you pursue, you are very aware and sensitive to the highest sense of your environment. Your intuition is very strong; in fact, many psychic people and those involved in occult studies have the number 11 expression. You possess a good mind with keen analytical ability. Because of this you can probably succeed in most lines of work, however, you will do better and be happier outside of the business world. Oddly enough, even here you generally succeed, owing to your often original and unusual approach. Nonetheless, you are more content working with your ideals, rather than dollars and cents.

The positive aspect of the number 11 expression is an always idealistic attitude. Your thinking is long term, and you are able to grasp the far-reaching effects of actions and plans. You are disappointed by the shortsighted views of many of your contemporaries. You are deeply concerned and supportive of art, music, or of beauty in any form.

The negative attitudes associated with the number 11 expression include a continuous sense of nervous tension; you may be too sensitive and temperamental. You tend to dream a lot and may be more of a dreamer than a doer. Fantasy and reality sometimes become intermingled and you are sometimes very impractical. You tend to want to spread the illumination of your knowledge to others irrespective of their desire or need.

Your Soul Urge number is: 5

A Soul Urge number of 5 means:
The 5 soul urge or motivation would like to follow a life of freedom, excitement, adventure and unexpected happening. The idea of travel and freedom to roam intrigues you. You are very much the adventurer at heart. Not particularly concerned about your future or about getting ahead, you can seem superficial and unmotivated.

In a positive sense, the energies of the number 5 make you very adaptable and versatile. You have a natural resourcefulness and enthusiasm that may mark you as a progressive with a good mind and active imagination. You seem to have a natural inclination to be a pace-setter. You are attracted to the unusual and the fast paced.

You may be overly restless and impatient at times. You may dislike the routine work that you are engaged in, and tend to jump from activity to activity, without ever finishing anything. You may have difficulty with responsibility. You don't want to be tied down to a relationship, and it may be hard to commit to one person.

Your Inner Dream number is: 6

An Inner Dream number of 6 means:
You dream of guiding and fostering the perfect family in the perfect home. You crave the devotion from offspring and a loving spouse. You picture yourself in the center of a successful domestic unit.

2010-10-24T08:13:00.000+07:00

should I start my gift-registry?

:D

Psikologi Al Ghazali

2010-10-15T14:08:00.002+07:00

got this quote from psikogama mailing list, posted by Bagus Riyono

As the minds of the people are attracted to the science of medicine for preservation of the health of body,
so also it is necessary that the minds of the people are attracted to the treatment of the diseases of soul and mind
in expectation of a happy and prosperous life in the next world which will last forever and forever.
Physical happiness is short and transient as compared to spiritual happiness in the hereafter.
Physique is mortal while soul is immortal. "

"Seperti halnya ketertarikan orang-orang pada ilmu kedokteran untuk menjaga kesehatan fisik,
demikian pula seharusnya perhatian mereka pada ilmu untuk mengobati penyakit-penyakit jiwa dan mental,
demi mendapatkan kebahagiaan dan kesejahteraan dalam kehidupan di alam nanti, yang tidak akan pernah berakhir, selamanya.
Kenikmatan fisik hanyalah pendek dan sementara, dibandingkan dengan kebahagiaan spiritual di hari kemudian.
Jasad adalah fana, jiwa adalah abadi."

(Imam Ghazali, 1059-1111 M)

hmmmm

dream

2010-10-12T11:19:00.001+07:00

Dream, when you're feeling blue

Dream, that's the thing to do

Just watch the smoke rings rise in the air

You'll find your share of memories there

So dream when the day is through

Dream, and they might come true

Things never are as bad as they seem

So dream, dream, dream

DREAM

daily tarot

2010-10-11T10:09:00.001+07:00

Hi Imong! Here is your Daily Tarot Card for Sunday, October 10

"The Five of Swords card suggests that my power today lies in the upper hand. I can outwit or outlast and I choose my battles wisely. This puts me in a superior position. I know when it's time to hold, fold, or walk away. I am a survivor and am not easily defeated. I am empowered to gain the advantage by turnabout and my virtue fair play."

I just love to look and read the daily tarot in yahoo.... it's not because I'm really into astrological, but also because their words sometimes really inspirational

fool

2010-09-28T09:59:00.001+07:00

sedang mengecek e-mails di akun yahoo gw... after decide a big decision .....

dan ternyata....ada salah satu e-mail bilangnya begini :

Hi Imong!

"The Fool card affirms that my alter ego today is a Quantam Leaper with a hero's heart. My superpower is liberated by free will and trust, which lead me to explore simple speculations for their own sake. I can move beyond the fear factor. I don't know where I'm going, and I don't care where I've been. I only know that, as the hero of my own story, it's for me to find out. For, like Alice, I'm on the verge of stepping into a rabbit hole; unless I stop short and play it safe, I'll know soon enough where following my own feet has landed me on this curious venture. The blissful frailty of unwritten conclusions and unguarded access sweetens the desire. So despite familiar warnings, irresistible promise draws my eyes wide open and away from domestic comfort zones, with only certain inquiry, hope and faith to recommend my course. I'll never know until I try."

decision

2010-09-27T12:49:00.005+07:00

(source: http://www.relateni.org/images/lrg10.jpg)

need to make a decision that has a long-term effect....
still does not know which path I'm going to choose...

a friend suggested to say a prayer......

2010-09-27T12:46:00.002+07:00

Either you decide to stay in the shallow end of the pool or you go out in the ocean.

Christopher Reeve

yeehhaaa

2010-07-16T11:59:00.001+07:00

Hi Imong! Here is your Daily Single's Horoscope for Friday, July 16

Being single is fine by you for the moment, especially because anyone who wants to tell you what to do (even just offering advice) is likely to make you insane. Cherish your independence!

mamih

2010-07-13T10:35:00.001+07:00

gw pernah baca di salah satu tweet, seorang ibu yang anaknya sakit dan dirawat di RS...
ibu itu bilang, klo anak sakit rasanya patah hati...

karena gw blm punya anak.... I will say, kalo nyokap sakit, rasanya patah hati ....

iya, nyokap gw sakit dari hari minggu kemaren.
Hari Minggu itu beliau pergi njagong manten ke Tasik sama uwak gw, dan pulangnya batuk-batuk terus.... berasanya mesti alert terus, ngangetin minumnya..sediain tampolong...

akhirnya baru bisa tidur jam stengah 5...

dan kemaren, kata bokap, seharian tidur terus...

pulang kantor, gw beli bubur ayam... sekalian gw jg beli buat gw.. *loh, katanya diet, piye siy?*...
jadi pas nyampe rumah, makan bubur bareng..hihihi....
kata nyokap..yang sakit siapa, yang makan bubur semua... hahahhaha

cepet sembuh dong mih....

excerpts from Ensuring SRH of PLHIV

2010-07-12T15:34:00.000+07:00

Ensuring the universal provision of appropriate sexual and reproductive health services is an enormous challenge. The HIV pandemic is a very long way from receding – indeed, for every person who knows their HIV status there are nine more who do not or who prefer not to know. Recognition of the sexual and reproductive health needs and rights of people living with HIV is an essential step towards strengthening and expanding appropriate services so that people living with HIV are better able to seek and obtain the health
care and support they need.

''HIV positive women and men have the right to healthy sexual and reproductive lives. Health services that provide non-coercive, non-judgemental support and services for HIV positive women and men can help them to make informed decisions about sex and reproduction. With political and community wide commitment to the human rights of HIV positive women and men, as well as positive people's meaningful involvement in policy and programme design, truly transformative change can take place.''
(Bell, Mthembu, O'Sullivan and Moody)

Source: Reproductive Health Matters - www.rhmjournal.org.uk

:(

2010-07-09T00:34:00.005+07:00

one thing that i still remember from tulungagung is that i learned about breathing..sounds simple, coz without it we would be dead....

however, have you ever appreciate breathing, feel the air enters your nose and then goes to your lungs...

jadi gw berusaha mengaplikasikan ini sepulangnya gw dari sana....karena gw tau banget, bahwa gw harus bisa berpikir positif agar gw bisa mengambil langkah yang positif juga...
berusaha agar mampu mengontrol emosi dan juga belajar untuk fokus pada hal - hal yang seharusnya gw kerjakan dan tidak menghabiskan energi untuk hal-hal yang ga ada gunanya buat gw...nambah bete iya, cape hate juga iya...so, focus and be positive...

so far, it all went well...

hari ini baru muncul godaannya...

tadi malam, gw dapet sms dr temen kantor, yang melaporkan klo ada permasalahan authorship di salah satu artikel..bla bla bla...
gw blg, hey, have u ever heard about breathing?
dan dia bales, yah denger lah, klo ga udah mati kali...
i said: i mean, really aware about it...

yah I admit gw memang cm mengalihkan pembicaraan saja, soalnya yg di-discuss juga bkn perkara yg mudah,
gw sempet terpikir..owh, mungkin dia hanya butuh katarsis..
tapi ketika perkataannya...harusnya ada keputusan yang cepat.dari higher level bla bla...

and I forgot about the breathing...

yes, I was upset...

but how can I not be....

yesterday, I received two guests, mereka datang karena rencananya mau ada pertemuan akhir tahun ini, so we discussed about the proposal..bla bla...burning issue nya apa..masalah yg mendesak apa...biar pertemuannya ga cm buang2 duit saja....

dan kemudian, berceritalah salah satu tamu itu..

ada satu ODHA, dia WPS, udah mau diusir dari kampungnya...kemudian teman-teman di KDS (kelompok dukungan sebaya) datang ke kampung itu dan kasi penyuluhan..dan ODHA ini tidak jadi diusir, tapi hidupnya tetap terasing...lalu sakit..dan akhirnya meninggal *innalillahi wa inna ilaihi roji'un*...bahkan jenazahnya disimpan di WC *sob*
dan tak ada satupun warga yang bersedia memandikan, menyolatkan dan menguburkan..karena takut tertular....
akhirnya ada seorang 'lebe' (penghulu: Sunda) yang lewat kampung itu, dia melihat dan bertanya, ada apa? kenapa ga ada yang mandiin? akhirnya dia yang mandiiin jenazah..setelah selesai memandikan, lebe ini bertanya, siapa yang nyolatin? ga ada yang bersedia juga... akhirnya lebe itu dan teman-teman KDS yang nyolatin, ketika akan dimakamkan, lebe ini tidak bisa karena harus berada di tempat lain... akhirnya teman-teman KDS ini bertanya pada temannya yang lain, dan bersedia, akhirnya mereka yang memakamkan ODHA ini...

so yes, I am annoyed..mostly because of myself...
gw merasa malu aja...jadi berpikir, sebenernya apa siy yg udah gw lakukan selama ini?? gw malu hati, sementara gw berpikir hal yg kita lakukan harus evidence-based, tapi sebenernya sesudah gw tau evidence nya, apa yang sudah gw lakukan...

..gosh....

:(

gw jadinya malu sendiri, kalo denger si ipeh bekerja di sana, with minimum resources, but able to strive and fight hard....

gw malu sama dua tamu gw, yang begitu bersemangat dan berdedikasi untuk membantu teman-teman ODHA...

catching breath

2010-07-08T12:55:00.001+07:00

When I was climbing the hills in Tulungagung, to get to Bu In's house... and I was ran-out of breath... then I stopped to catch some breath, and remembered the time

Back when I climbed the stairs and felt like I couldnt make it, but I still climbed and climbed until I get to the top...and I sat, closed my eyes because if I felt so dizzy if my eyes were opened... trying to breathe.....

then..I heard that you were there..you were panicked because you saw that I was so pale...you were yelling at me but I know thats because you were scared and dunno what to do... but all I can think of was.. Irma, dont faint, keep your conscious....

now I'm trying to catch my breath remembering the memories left behind...

yes, I remember you....

shortbreak

2010-07-05T20:45:00.006+07:00

when you brain just stop thinking...
when you feel that everything just doesnt feel right...

thats when you need a shortbreak...

I just submit the leave form and signed by my boss...then bought the ticket to Tulungagung..

yes, again...

I dont mind, coz I know that I will have new adventure..whatever that means...:D

on the train, got the business class ticket...

nyampe di Tulungagung, dijemput mbak banci..langsung sarapan rawon bening...trus..jalan-jalan liat batik, ditemani keponakan ipeh, mbak andien...

late lunch dengan makanan khas tulungagung... ayam lodho bakar...dan es beras kencur...

saking panasnya tulungagung..butuh ngadem...diiiiiiii

then... on the second day...ipeh ngajak gw ke daerah pegunungan kali ini, namanya Sendang......

ipeh : mong, kita pake motor aja ke Sendang
gw : berapa lama naek motornya?
ipeh : satu jam aja kok, cuma nanti mungkin lu harus turun beberapa kali, soalnya
jalannya agak nanjak
gw : ga ada angkot/angkutan umum?
ipeh : ada siy, pake colt 1 jam trus diterusin pake ojek ke atasnya...
gw : good...kita pake itu aja...

dan dimulailah petualangan kita..dan untungnya pake umum...karena tanjakannya mampussss, dah gitu jalannya ga semuanya aspal, ada jalan berbatu juga...dannnn...pas udah naek ojek itu, ada suatu waktu si mas ojek nya brenti dan dia nunjuk ke atas dan bilang...

nah mbak, tempatnya itu diatas, jadi nanti agak nanjak lagi...untungnya ga ujan

gw dalem hati, WHATTT??? agak nanjak...jadi dari tadi apaaaannnnn *makin panik dan berpegangan erat*

dan akhirnya nyampe setelah kurang lebih 30menit gt... pas nyampe mas nya bilang

mbak, nek arep dijemput meneh, mbaknya hubungin aku aja, soalnya len angkotnya udah ga ada jam stengah 3

jadi dicatetlah nomer hp mas ojek nya biar gampang buat kita dijemput lagi...pas gw tanya, nama mas nya siapa?

ow tulis aja em-je mbak, orang-orang disini wis ngerti kok

*uhuk uhuk uhuk* gw batuk2 ga jelas.. LOL...

dan...kemudian, gw pikir perjalanan sampai...ternyata buat nyampe ke rumahnya, mesti naek lagi.... habis lah nafas gw....sambil ambil nafas, sempetin foto...hihihihi...

just love the ambience and serenity....

malemnya.....nongkrong di alun-alun kota tulungagung...
jeng gnit, remember these stones...it is still really hurt loh ternyata...

last day, hunting batik lagi....daaaaannnnn ditutup dengan....

yummm.....

segar banget deh...

sayangnya, perjalanan balik membutuhkan waktu 17 jam... whuaaaaaa....
alhasil, butuh recovery 2 hari karena badan gw berasa patah-patah dan pegel-pegel banget....

ready to go back to reality???

butterfly in the stomach

2010-06-28T13:31:00.000+07:00

now i understand why I felt 'butterfly in the stomach' last night.....
I know that something is going to happen today....
and I do not know what

since morning, things was just doing fine...but then....

1. I met my lecturer and she was asking my unfinished business.....

2. I received a text message from my cousin... asking something that I'm reluctant to give

3. received a text message from the designer that my office hired, threatened that he will resign from the work that we are working on...

4. ..........

anything good happen today????

sebelnya punya cdma

2010-06-22T14:53:00.001+07:00

gw punya 2 nomer hp, yang satu gsm, satu lg yg cdma...

yg gsm, gw dah punya nomer ini dr sejak tahun 2006.

nah klo yg cdma, ini nomer lungsuran dari adik gw, karena pas gw pindah lagi ke Bandung, dan dia ke Papua, nomer ini sayang klo kebuang.

gw punya no cdma ini karena sejak di Aceh, gw jadi merasa perlu memilah mana no telp pribadi dan no telp khusus bekerja.

jadilah si no cdma gw cantumin di kartu nama...dan no ini emang beneran murah siy, secara gw ngisi vouchernya setiap bulan 25rb, mesti masih ada sisa pulsa yang akhirnya terus bertumpuk...

menyenangkan siy klo diliat dr sisi itu nya...

cumaaannnnn

entah kenapa suka banyak nomer nyasar.... nomer - nomer iseng..yang klo nelepon trus begitu diangkat malahan yg nelepon yang nanya..

ini siapa??

wth?

dan kejadian ini ga hanya sekali dua kali....serrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnngggggg

tak hanya telpon, begitu juga sms yang ga jelas...

kejadian yg baru - baru aja....wiken kemarin...

selama wiken, hp cdma ini mati, karrena lupa ga gw charge batere nya....

nah begitu dah di-charge dan gw nyalain, gw notice ada 3 miskol dari no yang sama....

karena hp gw yang ini ga bs ketauan dia telpon jam brp dan kapan...

jadi gw telpon lah, siapa tau ada hal yang penting.

ga taunya begitu gw telpon...ga diangkat...

ga begitu lama ..ada sms masuk... isinya ...

Spa lo??

aarrrggghhhhhhhhh

hari di dapur

2010-05-17T17:39:00.001+07:00

well, hari sabtu kemaren memang sudah direncanakan sejak jauh-jauh hari klo gw dan teteh mo nyoba resep nasi ayam hainan ...

jadi kemarin belanja bahan-bahan nya....

siang jam 11, gw baru mulai masak.... dan sekitar satu setengah jam kemudian, udah jadi..ternyata gampang bener bikinnya....

ndak tau nya, ada telepon buat bokap, mengabarkan klo om gw mau berkunjung sehabis ashar,

well, yg nelepon om gw yang mana...yang dateng om n tante yg lain..hihihih...ternyata pada janjian, rencananya mau rapat keluarga...

akhirnya banyakan lah yg dateng dan nyobain nasi Hainan bikinan gw....lumayan kepake...

terus karena hari hujan, gw iseng bikin Wedang Asem, karena pas belanja itu juga gw beli tamarind. lumayan dapet 1 botol gede, gw kasiin ke yg lagi rapat keluarga ituh...oh no..habis juga, jadi pas nyokap tanya, masih ada atow ga? teteh gw langsung misahin dikit, biar bisa nyobain cenah hihihi

lumayan cape tapi bari kerasanya pas agak maleman gt, oya mereka pada pulang sekitar jam 8-an, tapi ada 1 om n tante gw yg tinggal ampe jam 10-an....

Resep nasi gw liat dari sini

Wedang Asem nya juga dapet dari website yg sama

Sowryyy no photos available.... keburu males gw nya hehehehehe

The Choice

2010-05-11T01:14:00.001+07:00

last scene on House MD eps 20...

House's office

Cuddy was asking House to grab some dinner..but House saying no..even though Cuddy said that she's buying....Cuddy walk out with disappointment but then she turns back..

Cuddy: I just want us to be friends

House: Funny. That's the last thing I want us to be

........

gambar rumah

2010-05-07T11:47:00.001+07:00

so, di facebook, ada quiz tentang kepribadian berdasarkan dari gambar rumah...

well, it was almost like the HTP test when I was in college... *i was tagged by gnit, by the way*

instead of publish it on my facebook wall....

I published here, so i have a reason to update my blog hehehehe....

The results were:

Dear Irma Anintya Tasya, Anda telah menggambar sebuah rumah. Berikut adalah analisanya:
웃 : Rumah Anda mengatakan bahwa Anda harus menjadi pemimpin.
웃 : Anda pandai mencari teman dan ketika tiba saat gembira,
웃 : anda membuat mereka gembira.
웃 : Anda banyak bicara dan bergaul.
웃 : Jika Anda memiliki masalah, Anda butuh teman utk berbagi dengan Anda.
웃 : Anda adalah orang yang ambisius.
웃 : Anda akan menghindari sendirian,
웃 : dan mencari pendamping jika memungkinkan.
웃 : Anda suka kegembiraan dan menciptakannya kemanapun Anda pergi.
웃 : Anda adalah orang biasa dan low profile.
웃 : Anda juga akan bertemu keberhasilan dalam hal-hal penting,
웃 : tanpa banyak kesulitan.
웃 : Anda melihat dunia apa adanya.
웃 : Pada dasarnya Anda bukan orang yang romantis.
웃 : Dapat dikatakan bahwa orang lain tidak melihat Anda genit.
웃 : Anda percaya diri dan bahagia dengan kehidupan Anda.

What d'ya think? cocok?

hmmm

2010-05-06T12:46:00.001+07:00

masih ga ngerti cuma karena hal sepele gt gw bisa marah....

cuma karena gw mesti nge-fax persyaratan yg mereka bilang, padahal cuma 1 dokumen...tapi gw langsung bilang....

aduwh ya udah mbak, mending ga usah aja deh....daripada saya mesti kirim-kirim lagi, padahal datanya salah kan bukan salah saya yah...jadi klo saya mesti ngeluarin effort lagi..lebih ga usah jadi aj...

bakalan nyesel ga yah?? biar aja ah....gw malessssss

two calls

2010-05-01T20:28:00.001+07:00

dulu-dulu gw inget, hp itu adalah salah satu gadget yang ga pernah ketinggalan....jarang lepas dari tangan gw dan juga yang paling sering gw cek...

nowadays, tidak :D dunno, tapi dah mulai kerasa males aja....hp nya seriiiiiiiing banget gw silent apalagi di kantor...

jd ga heran deh gw sering nemuin... 2 missed calls.....5 missed calls..... 3 unread messages... hahahahaha...

apalagi teman-teman kampus gw, beeeuuhhhh..sms ga dibales aj, begitu gw telpon balik, isinya marah2..klo ada telepon teh diangkat...klo ada sms teh dibales...

hihihihi....maklum...ibu-ibu..jd rarewel.. :D

but lately, entah kenapa, klo gw nemuin 2 missed calls dari significant persons, like home or bestfriends, gw suka degdegan dan agak sedikit panik......

awalnya karena kejadian awal bulan lalu, pas gw ke nikahannya Lora..suasana rame banget, hp udah gw setting vibrate...sengaja, krn percuma aj klo gw settingnya loud tetep ga akan kedengeran...but then, ada missed calls...

two times....

kerasanya pas telepon yang kedua....pas gw angkat dah keburu ditutup...dari mbak banci... ada apa yah telepon malam minggu gini..

gw telepon balik..sibukkk.....hmmmm....but then, masuk sms.....dari mbak bnci....isinya.. bokap gw meninggal....

berasanya jleb jleb jleb......ga lama hbs itu, gw ditelpon gnit....agk panik juga dan tanya lu dimana...udah denger blm..bla bla...

gw telpon balik mbk bnci nya...dia ga angkat.....

jadi pas semalem gw lagi sama temen kampus, suasananya rameee banget, krn meja kita deket sama live musics, ada 2 missed calls lagi...

perasaannya masih sama....langsung deg-degan.....

untunglah kali ini beritanya berbeda....

If I had eyes......

2010-04-24T14:44:00.000+07:00

If I had eyes in the back of my head
I would have told you that you looked good as I walked away
And if you could have tried to trust the hand that fed
You would have never been hungry but you'd never really be
More of this or less of this or is there any difference
Or are we just holding on to things that we don't have anymore

Sometimes time doesn't heal
No not at all
It just stands still
While we fall
In or out of love
Again I doubt
I�m going to win you back
When you've got eyes like that
That won't let me in
Always looking out

A lot of people spend their time just floating
We were victims together but lonely
You've got hungry eyes that just can't look forward
Can't give them enough but we just can't start over
Building with bent nails we�re falling but holding
I don't want to take up anymore of your time
Time time time

Sometimes time doesn't heal
No not at all
It just stands still
While we fall
In or out of love
Again I doubt
I'm going to win you back
When you've got eyes like that
That won't let me in
Always looking out

#nowplaying... by Jack Johnson

roulette

2010-03-31T14:37:00.000+07:00

Take a Breathe, take a deal// Calm yourself, he says to me// If you play, you play for keeps// Take the gun and count to three// You're sweating now, moving slow// No time to think, my turn to go

And you can see my heart.. beating// You can see it through my chest// I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving// I know that I must pass this test// So just pull the trigger.....

Say a prayer to yourself// He says close your eyes, sometimes it helps// And then I get a scary thought// That he's here, means he's never lost

And you can see my heart.. beating// You can see it through my chest// I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving// I know that I must pass this test// So just pull the trigger.....

As my life flashes before my eyes// I'm wondering if I will ever see another sunrise// So many won't get the chance to say goodbye// But it's to late to think of the value of my life

And you can see my heart.. beating// You can see it through my chest// I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving// I know that I must pass this test// So just pull the trigger.....

Rihanna - Russian Roullette

tugas

2010-03-22T02:44:00.001+07:00

meneruskan sekolah ke jenjang yang lebih tinggi memang bukan perkara yang gampang....

dengan tugas-tugasnya...dan mencoba menyusun otak untuk bisa berpikir sistematis dan ilmiah lagi...

daaaaannnnn.....

lebih ga gampang lagi, klo diantara semua tugas-tugas itu... ada seorang dosen yang memberikan tugas untuk membuat kliping...

Yak KLIPING....

sebanyak 50 lembar...

we were in shock, hey i was really in shock....terlihat dari pertanyaan kita yang berkali-kali... kliping dok? bukan analisis kliping??

dan sang dosen tetap bilang, iyah kliping... yah 50 lembar deh, kan 1 berita bisa jadi ga satu lembar kan?

weleh, we didnt hear it wrong, then...

sorry to say, tapi bikin kliping jadinya berasa tidak konsisten dengan omongan dosen-dosen yang selalu bilang...ini kan S2 berarti cara belajar dan bagaimana kalian menganalisis suatu masalah juga mesti berbeda..

anyway... lumayan lah, jadinya bikin tugasnya ga perlu mikir banyak hehehehehehe.....

face treatment

2010-03-21T22:24:00.001+07:00

Baru sejak sekitar tahun 2002, muka gw mulai jerawatan....gw inget banget, waktu itu gw lagi hectic banget nyiapin buat KKN, sambil ada masalah juga di kantor...

and to make it worst, gw nyoba krim baru, and ended jerawatan...

mulai nyoba facial di Larissa, Jogja... sakiiittttt...but addicted hehehehhe....

tapi sejak itu, tetep aj muka gw jerawatan....kadang bisa sampe gateeeellll banget..pernah nyobain juga di-pijat wajah sekitar Buahbatu dengan krim seharga 150rb, muuuahhhaaalll....

pas gw pulang dari Lamno, gw nyerah, akhirnya mulai deh mendatangi dokter kulit...sama dkternya waktu itu dikasi sabun muka, krim pagi, krim malam...dan prednisone (GILA!) gw tau klo prednisone ini steroid, jd ga pernah gw minum...ga boleh pake bedak, dan mesti konsul 2 minggu sekali...which was a bit difficult krn waktu itu gw juga udah keburu kerja lg ke Aceh....

krim yang dokter ini bikin muka gw tampak berminyyyaaaaakkkk banget....

akhirnya setelah setahun pake, gw pindah ke klinik yang terkenal itu...ngantrinya luaaaammmaaaaa banget..dan diperiksanya cuma sekitar 5menit aja...krim2nya bejibun...memang mulai ada perubahan....jerawat gw berkurang dan muka gw tampak memutih, hampir ky waktu sebelum gw mulai jerawatn dulu....

but lately, entah karena gw jenuh...dan gw juga mulai liat, kok muka gw jd banyak bintik bintik item.... almost look like tahi lalat, tapi kok makin banyak....akhirnya ngobrol-ngobrol sama temen kampus, ternyata itu karena side-effect dari krim dari klinik itu....

akhirnya pindah lah gw ke dokter baru ini... dokternya baik, dan tangannya halus :D...

gw siy suka karena, emang keliatan care banget sama pasiennya. setiap pasien yang datang, di liat dan diteliti mukanya, keluhan apa yang dialami, terus sama dia dicuci dan di-tritmen..udah gt, lucunya... gw kan di-resepin pake toner ..toner ini dipake 5 tetes setiap malem... 5 tetes aja...

gw tanya emang kenapa klo lebih, dok?

dia jawab... gak papa siy lebih, cuma boros aja...

hahahahahaha..ga nyangka gw jawaban si dokternya gt...

so we'll see hasilnya gimana dari yang sekarang

2010-03-20T09:38:00.001+07:00

ever felt something that you cannot describe?

you cannot even found a single word to express how you felt?

did it make you feel frustrated?

did it make you feel even worse?

oh... and no... I'm not talking about love... if it is about love, because if it is, then I'm already familiarized with....

..

mumbo jumbo

2010-03-16T00:04:00.001+07:00

somehow I feel that I put myself in an exile on purpose....but today, I took my leave and trying to finish my assignments at home...later on in the afternoon, some friends called and ask to meet up... I said yes...

around 7.30 pm, we met and chat, he showed me his conversation with our friend...in the conversation, stated that our other friend are on their way to meet a doctor...yup, they are expecting a baby... and then I said, hey I heard that our other friend's wife is also pregnant, is that true? and my friend said..yes..

dear god...

I said Alhamdulillah....but, I will be lying if I said that it doesnt affect me... that I'm totally fine with it, because I'm not...

Yes, you can say some comforting words...or like Ivo's said mumbo jumbo *r*ps, but still cant hide the fact that it is affecting me..funny thing was that I also feel scared...scared to be in the position like them...

hmmm...how's that?

path

2010-03-12T12:50:00.000+07:00

I've been really quite occupied with work and school. and definitely taking a higher education program is totally a good excuse so my mom wont ask about when I will say the 'sacred' ijabkabul *not that she asks, but still :D*

however, the intention for marriage is not really out of my mind, *dem* especially when you receive a wedding invitation from a friend whom you least expected to be in a wedding aisle ...sounds like a smack on your face :D....

Last year, i tried to walk that path, but the man I was hoping to walk with, was not on the same path like i was....so I stopped... although I still walk with him, but in the same path he walked...at first it wasn't that difficult, but then the road is getting bumpier for me, ofkors not for him, because it is the usual path that he walks, so he know how to avoid any bumps.... it getting difficult for me, because it wasn't the path that i started with him..so i do not know the bumps..
each time i fall, i tried to stand up on my own two feet, but its kinda hard to reach out or grab a hand to hold, because if i did, it's like turning back to the original path i tried to walk....

since I'm getting tired... i think i will stopped walking at any path... and stand here... still..
and when the time has come, i might catch up with you on your path... then i can say, it's our path...
I've experienced that before, so I know I can, but not now... need time to know the bumps and the path you're walking....so I can walk with you, unconditionally

The path to our destination is not always a straight one. we go down the wrong road, we get lost, we turn back. Maybe it doesn't matter which road we embark on. Maybe what matters is that we embark - Barbara Hall

*sigh*

DPO IKM

2010-03-11T22:09:00.000+07:00

jadi... karena hari ini gw males ngampus pagi, well lebih tepatnya karena gw ngerasa pengen banget nyelesein tugas dari Prof Dinan, jadi gw bolos mata kuliah yang pertama...begitu gw nyampe kampus sekitar jam 10-an, buat kuliah KB, tiba2 temen sekelas gw bilang... lu tau ga? ada foto lu terpampang dibawah..di papan pengumuman...
respon gw waktu itu... owh, dalam rangka apa?
temen gw bales... dicari sama ketua program studi...

BLETAKKK....

ada apaan... karena gw ga percaya, so selesai kuliah gw turun dan ngeliat di papan pengumuman....

dan beneran....terpampanglah tampang gw...

dan pas gw coba ngontak ketua program studi nya, she wasnt there...dan kasak kusuk, gw tanya-tanya sama orang...ternyata dia cuma mau nanya topik thesis dan pembimbing ....

hhaadddeeeuuuhhhhh....iseng banget siy bu...

funny how...

2010-01-09T09:26:00.003+07:00

funny how friends you rarely sees but you used to have a history together..still have the effects on you...

wrap-up

2009-12-31T16:41:00.001+07:00

tak terasa...lama banget gw ga ngapdet blog....

well, hari ini hari terakhir di bulan desember dan hari terakhir di tahun 2009...so I may as well bikin a wrap-up soal things that happens in year 2009....

yang pasti, I feel blessed dan sangat bersyukur di tahun 2009 ini....

let's review it based on my post in this year about flashback of 2008 here

- kursus bahasa inggris lagi

harapan ini tercapai...kursus singkat padat, meskipun tdnya ditujukan untuk sesuatu hal yang lain, tapi at least gw bs bilang...gw dah punya hasil IELTS :D

- belajar untuk lebih sabar dan tidak terlalu rewel...hihihi
- belajar ga terlalu banyak protes
- bisa lebih menjaga ucapan, jadi ga nyakitin orang lain...

dunno with these three... tapi kayaknya ga kejadian yahhhh hahahahaha

- mulai S2

memantapkan hati, pikiran dan seluruh semangat untuk kuliah lagi...akhirnya pertengahan tahun gw terdaftar sebagai mahasiswa pascasarjana ilmu kesehatan masyarakat, fakultas kedokteran UNPAD. hopefully, gw bs lulus pertengahan tahun depan, aminnnn.....
the school was not easy as I thought it would be... kuliah di weekend, kerja seperti biasanya...tp printilannya yang memang bikin frustasi...kadang gw bisa cuma tidur 1 jam selama 2 hari....dan menghabiskan bergelas-gelas kopi...

- spending more time with family
- tidak selfish

alhamdulillah, lumayan.... bisa nge-date sama mamih beberapa kali...family dinner....mudah-mudahan masih bisa tetep dilakukan di tahun 2010...

- bisa mengatur keuangan

errrrrr.......

- ngatur koleksi buku

yeay...akhirnya bisa...last week, gw menghabiskan waktu seharian buat ngatur ini...nggak semua buku siy, cuma buku-buku yang ada di lemari saja, diatur berdasarkan keperluan dan kepentingannya.... lumayan agak rapih deh jd nya si lemari buku...eh tapi gw agak sedikit frustasi mendapati beberapa buku gw yang ternyata masih terbungkus rapi....huaaaa....
target berikutnya...koleksi DVD dan CD musics gw.... hmmmm...ini lebih paraaaahhhhhh

other achievements:

1. rumah sudah selesai direnovasi...

2. makin ngerti dan really enjoy my work, despite the long working hours...bahkan kadang mesti kerja di weekend, but I dont mind...

3. had a chance to attend an international conference on August 2009 di Bali... pertamakali ikutan konfrensi internasional dan pertama kali menginjakkan kaki di Bali.. the trip was memorable..really memorable...

4. last but not least.... pergi ke Belanda....wow... sepertinya itu pengalaman yang awesome bangetttttt.....kadang gw juga masih ga percaya klo akhirnya gw bs pergi ke negeri 4 musim.....hihihihih.... walaupun cuma 2 minggu saja...tapi alhamdulillah....
mudah-mudahan tahun depan berkesempatan buat kesana lagi and for longer term...aminnnn....

love-life? hmmm... almost broken-hearted again...tapi tidak separah yang sebelumnya, since I know it was coming and guess i wasnt really sure bout him...so the feeling was never that deep untuk bisa sampe shed a tear for him...

terima kasih 2009.....
selamat datang 2010

know your limit

2009-10-12T20:43:00.000+07:00

I need to be honest and understand my limitations --

I hope the people who have authority over me will appreciate and respect it.

It was tough on my ego to admit that I can't do something, but it is the only way to start learning a skill or piece of information that I'm lacking.

..is not that easy, apparently :D

the little things

2009-10-05T03:48:00.003+07:00

The little things, you do to me are// Taking me over, i wanna show ya // Everything inside of me// Like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating // My feet are stuck here, against the pavement // I wanna break free, i wanna make it // Closer to your eyes, get your attention //Before you pass me by

So back up back up take another chance // Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you // Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you // Give up give up don't you say that I'd be // Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin // If im better off better off, with out you boy

So don't just leave me hanging on

And every time, you notice me by // Holdin me closely, and sayin sweet things // I don't believe, that it could be // You speekin your mind and, sayin the real thing // My feet have broke free, and i am leavin // I'm not gonna stand here, feelin lonely but // I wont forget you, and i won't think this // Was just a waste of time

So back up back up take another chance // Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you // Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you // Give up give up don't you say that I'd be // Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin // If im better off better off, with out you boy

But don't just leave me hangin on.....

unproductive month

2009-10-01T02:26:00.003+07:00

Yup...
I called last month as the most unproductive month, since I haven't been able to finish one bloody report. *sigh*..

Before my boss left for his leave, he asked me to send him the draft of the interim report, until he return to the country, he still has not receive any report...

Udah gt,sebenernya gw punya tugas buat review and compiling annual plan ....ini juga ga selesai...

Idiiyyhhh....sakjane gw ngapain aj siy bulan kemaren teh???

is it bcoz jadwal kuliah gw yg amburadul, jdnya gw terengah-engah juggling between work and school? naahhh...thats just my excuse....jadi ngapain gw yahhhhh??

another excuse...sibuk mengatasi denial gw klo we're just friends...whuaaaaaa....

jadi sebel sama diri sendiri...

well, apparently gw blm berhasil managing diri sendiri... :(

penyemangat hari ini

2009-09-30T17:24:00.001+07:00

Hari pertama masuk kerja setelah libur Lebaran...banyak deadline...banyak e-mail menumpuk....a lot of things to do....

dan gw liat horoskop hari ini...

Overview

You're tough. Not just because you didn't cry once during your marathon training a few years back. Not because you get up at daybreak and do crunches until your tummy muscles absolutely ache. Although these things also make you tough, your toughness isn't limited to the physical. You can handle difficult emotions -- yours and other people's -- and this is the true test of toughness. Bravo!

Menyenangkan......meningkatkan mood bangettt dahhhh.....

BRAVO....

omigod

2009-09-26T02:37:00.003+07:00

sejak nyobain kamera nya sepupu gw....
tiba-tiba gw jd kepengen banget buat punya kamera DSLR....tp anjirrrrrrrrrrrrrr...muahal bangettttt...apalagi pas lewat CIjapati, pulang dari Garut, keinginan buat punya ini kamera semakin besarr....dan entah kenapa juga, tadi pas belanja-belanji buat besok pernikahannya si aa, gw sampe bela-belain beli celengan ayam di Pasar Kosambi and named that celengan....CELENGAN KAMERA....

kamera ini niy yg gw mau

isn't he a beauty???

dapet fotonya dari sini

target taun depan kynya punya ini... amin amin amin, ya robbal alamin....
atau ada yg mau ngadoin buat ulang tahun gw??? ah jangan yg ini ketang, kemahalan....heuheuheue *geer*

bacaan keren

2009-09-08T02:04:00.001+07:00

Was published here

Wednesday September 2, 2009
Merit comes from making right choices
Musings by Marina Mahathir

Living the faith is not just about avoiding what is prohibited, but more so about doing the right things where morals and ethics are concerned.

IN this month of Ramadan, one naturally focuses on questions of faith. And indeed, with several controversies in the papers, we can’t escape it at all. Every day our lives seem to be increasingly circumscribed until the question of choice in our lives becomes irrelevant.

There are some people in our midst who seem to think that the only way to fulfill our religious obligations is by removing any sort of temptation or challenge in our paths.

Since we are prohibited from drinking, the answer is therefore to remove any form of alcohol from our sight so that we may never have the opportunity to be tempted by it.

Or, to disallow young Muslims to attend events sponsored by alcoholic beverage companies.

The assumption is that by the mere presence of liquor, we would abandon all inhibitions and imbibe.

This suggests two things. One is that the religious education of the young must be so inadequate that they feel totally uninhibited when faced with what they should know is prohibited.

Secondly, our faith is essentially a weak one since it can never restrain us from breaking rules.

There are other faiths that have food prohibitions as well. Many Hindus and Buddhists don’t eat beef. There are people who take no meat at all.

Yet, living in a world of carnivores, where the beef burger is ubiquitous and most people are oblivious of others’ dietary restrictions, they stick to their diets throughout their lives. Do they have stronger faith than Muslims?

I’m trying to imagine a world where our faith is supposedly secured by having absolutely no temptations or challenges at all.

We can ban every form of alcohol (including medicinal ones), we can cull every single pig in the land, but does that mean we will be able to float about blissfully certain that we now have a place in heaven?

In countries where alcohol is completely prohibited, an underground system invariably springs up and people

drink much more, perhaps because it is illicit.

People who are used to ham made from turkey meat and bacon from beef tend to assume, when they travel to other countries, that all the bacon and ham there are also made from the same meats.

Children who have never seen pigs gush over the cuteness of those little pink animals with the funny snouts.

But faith is about more than just prohibited drinks and foods. It is also about morals and ethics. Every day we are faced with choices that challenge our sense of morality.

Do we pay a little extra to the officer in order to expedite our applications? Do we beat the red light, thus endangering other people, just because we are a little late? Do we keep quiet about a mistake we made and let others take the blame?

It is our faith that is going to provide us the answers to these questions. And sometimes these questions can be difficult to answer. Does that mean therefore that we should just get rid of them so that our faith need never be tested?

It would be nice to get rid of corruption completely so that we never have to deal with it. But do we hear of anyone calling for a ban on it? Or mobilising religious officials to catch anyone giving or receiving a bribe?

If our faith directs our way of life, then ethical and moral questions should dog us every day. How is it that those calling for people who drink to be whipped have nothing to say about people who neglect to repay loans? Or who leave their children in destitution?

How is it that the voices that bay for rock concerts to be banned are not just as outraged by the existence of the homeless and the hungry?

Faith, as someone said, needs to be exercised regularly. Otherwise it gets flabby. In what way can it be exercised if we think that living in a religious utopia is what we should aim for?

Is it better for our faith to be exercised by the trivial rather than the big moral questions of poverty, illiteracy and violence?

God said in the Quran, “if it had been His will, He could indeed have guided you all”. (6:149)

We could all be perfectly good if He

had so willed it. But we are given

choices because that is how we earn our merits. We have the opportunity to think about what we should do and then decide.

In that way we have the chance to think about what ethics we want to apply in our lives. Take away that choice and we never have to think about morals and ethics. What sort of human beings would we be then?

campur aduk

2009-09-04T19:33:00.005+07:00

alhamdulillah untuk hari ini...

hampir semua perasaan muncul...dari marah, lega, terharu, bahagia, sedih etc..you named it...semuanya ada...one emotion to another...

diawali dengan gw bangun telat...huehuehue..anggerr..langsung mandi..dan seharusnya gw dengerin nasehat nyoka, buat tidak langsung mandi klo habis bangun tidur..mesti ngapa-ngapain dulu..dan ternyata karena gw ga dengerin, jdnya ternyata badan gw menggigil...jadi apa kata lagu anak kecil ituh, salah besar

untungnya cuma telat 10 menit, dannnnn dosennya blm dtg, fiiiuuuhhh

ngobrol-ngobrol sama temen sebelah, akhirnya dosen datang...daaann dimulailah kuliah...dan membosankan, karena si dosen menerangkan sangat pelan...

dan kuliah yg kedua, ditungguin ampe jam 11.30, dosennya ga dateng
oalahhhh....

udah gt, ternyata kuliah-kuliah siangnya pun blm dimulai karena blm ada jadwalnya..amppppuuunnnnnn.....

akhirnya gw ngabur lah ke kantor *loh??* dan pas di angkot riung, gw inget buat ke tukang jait, gw telpon, untungnya si mbaknya ada..
urusan jait kebaya beres, gw menuju kantor, eh pas naek angkot cicaheum ciroyom, angkotnya ga terlalu penuh...dan ternyata pas di ciwalk, gw sendirian..eh ga taunya si supirnya tanya gw turun dimana, gw blg di sukajadi...ga taunya, yg biasanya dia belok kanan, akhirnya lurus..gw pikir nanti pas perempatan pasteur, dia akan belok kanan...ndak taunya, gw turunin di perempatan pasteurr ituhhhhhhh...ya ampunnnn sabarrrr...secara ke kantor gw berarti jalan sekitar beratus-ratus meter *halah lebay* tapi panas nya itu bow..secara itu teh jam 12 SIANG....*keluh dan peluh*....
dan pas jalan, gw inget, pas di kampus itu, pas turun tangga, gw blg sama diri sendiri...duh kok pegel-pegel, agak kurang jalan niy gw....dan terkabul lah omongan gw...alhamdulillahh...huehuehuheueh

eniwei, i'm not going to tell anything bout him...

pulang dari kantor, gw lewat bawah, naek angkot Caringin dari Wastukencana...jalanan macet orang-orang berebut pada pengen pulang cepet buat berbuka bersama keluarga nya *meureun*

di tengah jalan, pas hmpir deket SImpang, gw di telpon bapa, dan pertanyaannya cuma satu... " Ma, dibikinin kopi ga?? "
waduwhhh gw terharu tapi juga geli...huehuheuheuhe

dan pas di Tubagus, ada sepasang sepuh naek ke angkot, kynya pulang dr dokter...mereka turun deket sekolah salman al farisi...and you know, mereka berpegangan tangan..si aki bantuin nini nya turun, trus pas jalan, they are holding hands...ya ampunnnn...that was something you rarely see....

ga lama gw mesti turun, gw bilang kiri...ehhh si mang angkotnya lagi nyoba nyalip motor... gw bilang lagi...KIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
iya, gw teriak, terus kenapa? secara itu udah magrib dan si supir pke mau gagah2an segala...ga penting banget...*loh kok marah?*...
gw ngagidig pulang *gw ga tau bahasa indonesia nya apa hehehe*...dan pas nyampe kebeneran lagi ada mamih di depan, gw cerita aj soal si angkot, and we both laugh...hahahahaha... I know from whom I got the temper hehehehehhehe
sorry mum...at least we can laugh bout it :D

at the end of the day, all I say is... again...Alhamdulillah.....

Prince - Purple Rain (Live Original)

2009-09-03T12:29:00.001+07:00

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congratulations - blue october

2009-09-02T05:38:00.000+07:00

karena jeng ipo posting status di FB soal nama-nama bulan terakhir ..such as september, november, dan desember...and she missed October..jadi gw google hal-hal yang berbau october..dan ketemu nama band ini "Blue October"

trus gw coba dengerin lagu-lagunya di deezer.com...ternyata enakeun juga...

lagu yang ini yang gw suka

pas kebeneran, adiknya ipo juga lagi ngasi tau soal lagu BEP yg baru...jd gw kbrin juga soal Blue October...eh ternyata dia udah tau duluan hehehehe...

ya sud..selamat menikmati...

semoga hari ini sedikit menyenangkan....

*pengen tidur dulu bentar, mudah-mudahan ngantor nya ga telat*

dilematis

2009-09-01T10:25:00.002+07:00

*wahhh tampak seperti judul yang sangat lebay adanya*

hehehehehhehe

semalem, pulang dari zukisuki, nemuin kamar gw di re-decorate lagi...looks more spacious...so I like it, jadi ajah discuss a lot of things with mamih..terutama persiapan si aa..

trus...karena sakit kepala, gw minum obat....trus gw online, ngecek bla bla, sambil chat dikiiitt....nyampah di windownya ipo :D....dan tak terasa sudah jam stengah satu aj gt...

weks, dah ketauan, ini klo ky gini basian obatnya mesti pas besok pagi...dan BENARRR...

jadi sekarang, ayem peri peri slipi

ajari aku

2009-08-31T22:52:00.001+07:00

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